Hey there little girl

I am getting a tad too into fetlife! It’s very addictive lol. Browsing through the groups and fetishes, I asked Sir if he would call me a ‘babygirl’ – his response was something along the lines of “of course!” and then a reason, and I can imagine him laughing at me even asking, because it is so blatantly obvious.

People have always said I have ‘peter pan syndrome’ or that I have a daddy fetish ha ha it’s a bit fun, identifying with a ’subgroup’ in the kink scene. As soon as I started going through puberty, I hated it. I shaved ‘downstairs’, hating that my cunt was starting to look  ”grown up”. I refused to buy or wear a bra, until my mum insisted on it. I refused to tell my mum when I got my period, it disgusted me.

I have always played up to my naivete, always loved being a little girl. An ex of mine, my only “real” ex, really got into age play. I would be silly and he’d look at me and say “you want a smack, little girl?” ha ha. He now blames me for his little girl fetish, but I think he always had an interest in it. I love that now, with Sir, he says “smack” and not “spank” – it sounds more innocent. I don’t hate it as much as I used to, but even at the time when I feared punishments, I always got a small smile and a funny feeling inside when he would say, “that’s another one/two/three onto the smack tally!”

Last year, during one of my weekend visits to Sir, we were in bed one day and I said to him “you know, I’m always tempted to call you daddy…” he looked at me and said that I should never hold that in, I should always call him that when I feel the urge. So I started, and it felt so natural. Now, I call him daddy all the time. I even slip up sometimes and call him daddy/dad at inappropriate times, like on my facebook page where my dad can see it! Whoops. When he is being strict, or giving me ‘life’ sort of advice, I call him dad. Usually I call him daddy…

I like holding his hand, especially when our fingers aren’t intertwined, when he is simply holding my hand in his. His hands are huge. I always thought I have huge hands, but compared to his they are small. I have pudgy hands, I think they look like big 3yr olds hands ha ha.

I read a discussion, asking the question “is daddy always right?” for me, yes. He is always, always right. It can be infuriating! That’s what “MKB” refers to in my rules; M Knows Best lol.

It’s interesting, isn’t it, when you have a natural interest and inclination to do certain things… And then finding out that soooo many people are like you.

Mmm I love my Daddy